You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts: Suicide is not usually successful. You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.


What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun?


Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.


But.. Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother?


The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.


And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Myself HAAHHAHAAHAH
Good skin complexion
Catfights
Laughing/Smiling madly at someone
Giving the finger
Helping anything/anyone
My besties
Family
My bitchy friends

Fake friends
Flirts
Those emo screamo songs that makes ur ears burst with all their yucky screaming
Nagging from my parents or from anybody else
Liars
Being alone
the dark
Being forgotten
Being ignored
Being neglected
Being unappreciated
People who dont care about others but themselves
Promise breakers
People who tell me to do things that I don't wanna do
PIMPLES AND ACNES
Scars
Cockroaches and worms

A homemade candlelight dinner/picnic for two on the beach!
Cuddling at home and watching a rented dvd together and eating popcorn
Buying tons of balloons, write our wishes there, and let em go.
Everlasting love
Two more piercings
Pass coming piano exams
Get rid of my eye bags!
New PSP battery!!!
More vintage clothes!
Maintain my GPA of 3.5
Get into University
Colourful clothes!
Rachel K makeup products!


FOR MY NEW VICTORIAN BEDROOM!
Queen Sized Victorian Bed!
Victorian Bed curtains!
Victorian Dressing table!
Victorian vanity table!!
Mosquito net curtains!
Victorian floral curtain holders!
Victorian lamp/chandelier!
Scented candles/oils!
Victorian tea set!
Victorian boxes for my stuff!
PAINTINGS!!
Victorian clock!!
Any more recommendations to add in? :s Suggest some to me! Haha.
Please santa, I'm a good girl this year.