UPDATING TIMEEEE.

THE PAST FEW DAYS HAS BEEN BUSY BUSY BUSY!

BUT!

Dina, Mickey, thank you both alot.

You both know why, I know why, and thats enough(:

Really.

THANKYOUSOMUCH,MUAH.

And Dina, thanks for the tissues.
And...the hug(:

I have absolutely NOTHING to post about.

And this passerby in my tagboard gave me an idea on what to post!

MY WEIGHT.

Yea, probably the most sensitive issue for girls.
But ahh well, what can I say, I'm an outstanding individual.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA shutup asshole.

Well, I lost 20kg last year in a few months.
And NO, I did not bloody take any fucking diet pills, or go to some weight losing agency or liposuction.
I just went for a crash diet.
I fucking just ate bloody little a day and exercised like a ****.
And it aint good at all for my body, but I didnt care.
Its crazy how peer pressure can push you to your limits.

And yes, I did manage to lose 20kg in like 2 months?
But my health became super poor.
I fall sick much easier now, and get cold easier too.
I have flu almost every day.
But I did manage to stop those guys from teasing about my weight anymore.
Life was happier, love was happier and iono, its easier to find clothes?
LOL.

Crash diets bring immediate effects on your weight, but it does cause permanent damage to your body and health as well.
Many people has been coming up to me in school, asking me how did I manage to lose so much weight in such a short time.
I feel hesitant to tell them about my crash diet, coz I was afraid they might follow.
So I usually just say "Plenty of exercise, sleep and healthy food."

A few months back, a classmate asked me about my weight loss again.
And since she was so desperate to know the truth, I kinda told her.
I bloody regretted can.
She started taking the same path as me, and everything was repeating over again right infront of my very eyes.
The way she skip her meals and just drink plain water the whole day.
The way she refuses to eat anything but a piece of plain sandwich.
The way she insists on going to the gym right after school no matter how tired she is to do her daily cardio exercises...
Wah lao I damn regretful can.
I then warned her to stop, but she refused.
I decided to wash my hands out of her and let her do what she wants.
She won't stop till she experienced the bad sides of crash dieting.
So yeah.
And she started vomiting in class, sleeping, falling sick.
Gah.
She finally stopped her diet.
Phew.

So anyway, crash dieting sucks lah.
Just go for the healthy diet way.
May be slower, but its worthwhile.
Seriously.
Its too late for me to turn back now.
So yea, I guess Imma watch my eating for the rest of my life.
If I eat a full meal, I can gain as much as 2kg in a day you know.
Thats how unstable my weight is.
Coz its already used to that little portion of food I take in every day in my crash diet.
Ah well.

So anyway,
yeah lah fine I was fat last time okay.
I show you guys lah.


.......YOU CAN GUESS WHO AM I LAH LOL.
The fattest and ugliest girl you see.
And I was only 11 years old in this picture.
Oh my god.
STOP STARING AT ME LAH.

To those who scroll back up or take a second glance at my primary school photo.


So anyway, yeah lah I changed quite a bit lah.
I'm just thankful I didnt have any stretch marks on my body for my crash diet.
PHEW!
THANK GOD LOR.
:P

Anyway, the reason why I even went for a crash diet in the first place is coz of the criticisms, insults and teasing lah.
They may not be aware of how much it may hurt lah, but fuck, it still hurts.
So still, fuck those of you who teased or insulted me in the past.
Fuck you all.
But also,
thank you all so much,
for pressurizing and depressing me so much that I decided to go for a crash diet and changed so blooooooooooooooooody much.
Lol.

Okay Imma stop here.




&Dina,
HE IS CUTER THAN YOUR BLOODY MICKEY LAH.
LOL.
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I win(:

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.