Okay it really hurts to see Dina like this.
Gonna post what I wanna say, but don't get mad.
And don't blame her for sharing her troubles with me.
You shared your troubles with him and others too.
So it's fair yeah? :)

Both me and Dina know him for a long long longggg time.
We know he's you know...yeah. You get the idea.
But that doesn't mean he doesn't have good points.
He has a great sense of humor, friendly and sociable.

His bad points may have long lasting effects on you in the future.
Dina just don't want you to get hurt, or rather,
She can't see you get hurt like her previous bestfriend.

I know, it's unreasonable for her to suddenly tell you to give up on him and all,
cos you can't control your feelings right?
Besides, she's the one who guided you through this.
I comprehend what you are trying to say.
But, you gotta understand that Dina isn't doing this for herself, for her happiness, but for yours.
She's afraid you'll get hurt in the future, she's afraid you'll regret this.
She wants you to be happy,
not short-term happiness darling, but long-term happiness.
Meaning you don't even get hurt badly at all.
It hurts even more for her to know that you will get hurt in the future, but can't do anything to stop it.
That's why she did these, said these.
You gotta understand.


And no, thinking about it, it's nobody's fault.
Feelings can't be controlled.
And no, I'm not quarreling with you at all with this post.
I just felt I should clear some misunderstandings about my bestfriend.
Cos it hurts to see you speaking of her like that.
And I can't stand it just sitting here doing nothing.
So yeah.
And if you really think this is what will make you happy,
by all means,
go ahead.
If it makes you happy, we'll be happy for you of course.
Really, all she really wanted is for you to be happy.

If you think it's true love, then go for it.
This is soo not sarcastic.
I sincerely wish you all the best.
Who knows?
It may really work out(:

But really, don't say that of Dina.
Barrier?
That will sting if she sees that.

And no, like her, I don't want to see her hurt,
just like how she doesn't want to see you hurt.
That's why I'm writing this, whether you like it or not.

Cos yeah, simply for one thing,
I don't want to see her get hurt,
I don't like to see her get hurt,
and I do anything, to stop it and protect her.
Why?

Cos I care.

Now, apply this to your situation okay?


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Going out with Dina today!
WOOHOOOOOOOO.
Lotsa things planned out today!
CYA BABE CYA CYA CYA!!!! XD

For my job updates,
on the day when I brought Dina and Luke for the photoshoot, I wore a dress this time.
And one of the people said I look very different, and suggested that I do another photoshoot again, cos the photoshoot will probably turn out better.
I was wearing jeans and a long sleeved top for the first time you see.
Then another woman at the counter (I'll just call her the receptionist =x) overheard our conversation.

Receptionist: Who? What's her name?
Woman: Sherena.
Receptionist: Sherena? GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! No need to do again!

* All 3 of us burst out laughing at her "Gooooooooooooooooooood" *
And so, that explains Luke's tag to me.
LOLLLLLL.


And I got my first public request on the day I went out with Amanda!
This woman just came up to me and said she's interested in my look and style and wants me to do some shoots or cover for them.
I was so excited I tell you.
Fished out my agency card and gave them the card, and wrote my name and handphone number to them.
HEHEH.


So yeah, things are going pretty well lah.
Fifth day of being a model.
Like no difference leh.
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

They haven't even called me yet!
T.T
Scarli they don't want me already.
TSK.
Cos the woman once said I'm really young compared to all their models.


Kkaes going gym sooon!
BYEEE!

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.