UPDATE!
Btw, this isnt my current hairstyle.
If I didn't cut bangs and had just cut my usual normal hairstyle,
it's supposed to look like this.
:D

So anyway,
I wanna appreciate someone today!
Iono why, just felt this strong urge to.
But before I start, I wanna jus update you guys on my life right now!
I had a photoshoot recently with Laneigh.
It was funnnn! :)
And awesome.

So far life has been arid.
Sigh.
My poly's school camp is tomorrow.
YES, APRIL FOOLS DAY.
WTF.
I was like telling Amanda, Huiyun, and Weeleng yesterday,
that scarli when we carry our bags and stuff to the meet up point, they say

"HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! THERES NO CAMP! HAHAHA SUCKERS!"

LOL.
I WILL BE LIKE WTF LOR.
But don't think that'll happen. D:


So yeah.
OH YEAH I WENT OUT WITH SLY (A grp that me, huiyun and weeleng made like 3 yrs ago) and amanda yesterday to watch Confessions of a shoppaholic!
AND IT WAS AWESOME.
Walkwalked in town and in Far East shopping mall till evening and shared a 12-inch Meat Lovers pizza in pastamania.
God, I miss them sooo much.
ESPECIALLY WEELENG.
*muah!* LOL.
I hope we'll go out next time.
I realllyyyyyyy don't wanna lose touch with any of you.
:(

back to appreciating someone.
I wanna appreciate DINA today.
HEEHEHEHEHE.
She'll be reading this sooner or later.
Sure one. She's a loyal reader of my blog right.
LOLLLL.
So anyway.
I realised that life is unpredictable.
So I wanna appreciate her when I still can.
So here I go.

Unforgettable memories with my Dina Darling:

2006:
Remember the time when we went out to this pasar malam and I ate Ramly Burger for the first time in my life and we bought coconuts and I threw the coconut shell into this basket for durian shells and this stupid uncle scolded me and two banglas laughed at me too?

You laughed along. LOL _|_
But it was good times.

Remember after on we went to slack outside Macs and see this guy digging his nose soooo eagerly like he's going to have an orgasm by just doing that? And remember the guy who was staring soo intently at his laptop we were sooo sure he was watching porn?

LOL HAHAHAHAHA.

Remember the time when we fooled FC and the rest and lied to them we're going Westmall but we went on a 'secret mission' and stalked them all the way to Jurong point without getting caught by them till we reached?

That was so thrilling la bitch.
LOL.

Then we kinda drifted apart for a long while. :/

But last yr, we got back together!

2008:
Remember the first time we went out?


Remember the heart shaped oreo donuts that we bought at the station? :)


Remember the first picture that we took? Hah.
LOLLLLLL.


Remember the time when we fuss over this AH-DORABLE bra in John Little?


HAHA.

Remember the time when we're walking home and I was telling you how afraid I was with indian men and this guy suddenly just rode his bike past us SUPER FAST and I screamed like a mad woman and you laughed like mad?

LOL.

Remember the time we went swimming in my condo and something embarrassing happened to me? LOL ITS THE TEMPERATURE LA WHATS UR PROBLEM.
LOL

Remember after that we went to the sauna and ur hairband fell inbetween the benches and we practically yanked out the side of the benches to retrieve it? :)

Remember when we played at the playground seesaw, and we were purposely banging each other so roughly and you were pretending to moan like crazy and the seesaw handle hit my (TOOT) and the pain was sooo unbearable and when you asked me how painful it was, I said
"MY (TOOOOT) KENA ELECTRIC SHOCK SIAL!"

And both of us laughed like crazy.

And of course,
DO U REMEMBER THE BANGLAH INCIDENT? :)
LOL.
About how I scolded that 'bangla' on the phone up and down inside out and was soooo into the scolding till I almost trip and fell off the double decker bus stairs?

And later on, after I hung up, I panicked that I couldnt find my wallet when we got out of the bus and forced us to go back in the bus thru the back door cos I thought my wallet was in the bus when I realised all along it was under my armpit?
LOL AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

Remember the time you were locked in your house and I went over to visit you?

LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.
And being the genius that you are, you tried to unlock the gate using your hairpin.
LOL WTF.

Remember the time when your mom and you taught me how to make currypuffs in your place? LOL. YUMMEH!!!!

Remember those times when I helped you talk back to those who were unhappy with you?
heh.

Remember the time when we went to see my friend in some cosplay event playing TIFA?
AND WE LAUGHED LIKE MAD?

Remember the outing we had with Luke?

Remember the uncle rollerblading in East Coast Park and he shouted "BIG BREAST!!!" all of a sudden and we all laughed?

Remember when you and Luke hid my slippers under the sand and I panicked like crazy and you both laughed at me?

Remember about you and Luke saying about the CLOUD NINE TOWER in Singapore WHICH NEVER ONCE EXISTED? And also said it feels like a fantasy when you're up there. Its like 80+ storeys high and you havta wear harness and all when up there. Like rock-climbing. For safety reasons. Then also they told me how it feels like to touch the clouds. And hard to breathe and all. Costs 30+ bucks for a person, and more stuff and being the smart ass that I was, I BELIEVED EVERY SINGLE WORD?
LOL

Remember the cake and birthday surprise you gave me in Pizza Hut during my 16th birthday?
THAT WAS THE BEST GIFT EVER!!!!! :)


Remember the times when we used to pull and snap each other's bra straps in class?
Good times, good times.

Remember Prom night and how awesome it wassss? :)

Remember the time when you poured packets of sugar into our ice lemon tea in Carls Jr and only realised there's sugar syrup? LOL.

Remember the times when we go to Carls Jr jus to eat their chilli peppers cos it's sooo spicy it makes us tear? xD

Remember the times when we made chocolate fondue together and chitchatted with your family?

Remember the quarrels we had that will break our hearts and send me crying straightaway, and we'll stop talking for days?

We dislike things about each other.
You dislike my oversensitivity.
I dislike your over friendliness with guys at times, and lack of understanding for me.

Remember the way you bitch about anything and everything with me?

Remember the way you laugh your heart out with me, and both of us totally ignorant to others around us till we tear from laughing and our stomach hurts.

Remember the way you camwhore with me?

Remember the times when you taught me how to put on makeup and till now, I'm still pretty noobish at it LOL.

Remember the way we call each other dirty names like 'Bitch' and 'Slut' but we never do get angry with each other.

Remember the way you're so street smart, and show me tons of places to shop for nice and cheap stuff cos I'm sooo bloody blur to know anything about it.
And the way you laugh and teased me, threatening to dump me in town and leave cos you're sooo sure I'll be lost without you by my side. (Yes, I will be lost if you did leave LOL AHAHA)


I wanna say more but I guess the list will never ever end huh?

I just wanna say...
I LOVE YOU BITCH. SOOOOO MUCH. :)


BYEEEE.

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.