UPDATE.
First of all,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANGELA (26 JUNE 2009)
Thank you, for being such a wonderful friend to me.
For always, ALWAYS being there whenever I need you.
Thank you, for being so understanding, so caring,
and so loyal.
Your present is not finished yet LOL SORRY.
But I promise, I'll give it to you soon(:

Lastly, a poem dedicated to you.

As a teardrop falls, the day turns to night,
Silently I cry, I won't give in without a fight,
I'll wipe away the tears and give you a call,
Because I know you are there whenever I fall.

You'll listen for hours and tell me I'm strong,
You'll be by my side and always guide me along,
There will be times when you don't pick up the phone,
Yet I know that I'm in your heart, I'll never be alone.

A friend like you is as precious as a diamond ring,
And in my life, happiness you always seem to bring,
I thank you for just being there when I need a hand,
For being a friend and being able to understand.


Love you!
:D


I camwhored with friends recently.

Slim Shaa and I(:

My classmates ftw.


SO anyway,
I was feeling down yesterday.
And I went to Gigi's house for awhile at night,
cos she made DURIAN ICE CREAM CAKE.
HAHA.
ALMOST ALL THE INGREDIENTS IS PREMADE ONE.
CHEAT LA YOU.
But nonetheless,
still delicious(:
And managed to put a wide smile on my face.
I actually even had a second serving, which is something I did not plan cos it was already late and eating such fatty food before you go to bed is very fattening.
But yeah.
It was soo good.
Just sitting there,
With a plate of creamy PREMADE (HAHAHAHAH) durian ice cream cake,
baked by my bestfriend,
sharing stupid lame jokes,
watching TV,
and in my pyjamas.
Cos I know neither Gigi nor her family would give a damn to what I was wearing. LOL
YES, they're pretty much used to seeing me in my most unglam moments in my life since I was 9.
HAHA.
But yeah.
Its amazing how such simple things like these can manage to brighten up my whole day.
Thank you, Gigi.
And your premade durian cake HAHAHA.
But yeah, thanks(:


I went for TNPNF competition today.
Out of 100+ peeps, they chose 24 people to go to the next round.
And I got in!
Surprised. Lol.
Especially after I screwed up my catwalk. -.-

AND.

I miss my best girlfriend, terribly.
Things between us seems different now.
Don't ask me why, cos I'm not sure myself.
There seems to be this barrier.
This...strain between us.

Maybe it's because both of us are so occupied with our own lives
that we forget we had promised each other how often we would meet up.
Maybe? I have no idea.
I hope it'll go away.
Cos I miss you.
So so much.
But you're so busy now.
I dont know, maybe it's awkward to see my immature crazy adorable bitchy darling starting to be so serious and ambitious and busy, and such a worker.
I'm proud of her, but deep inside, I feel a little down.
I just want everything to go back to the way it was before.
Where shopping and bitching was all it matters.
And we always have time for each other and all.
And not worry about anything else.
But I know for now, it's impossible.
I have my competition, and you have your family business thingy.
It hurts to feel this way, but it hurts even more to know that I can't do anything to help the situation.
Yeah, maybe I'm the only one who is not mature and ready enough to face the big bad world yet.
Maybe.
However though babe,
I just wanna say;
I love you, just like before.
& I got your back.
I'm just a phone call away.
Anytime k babe?

And of course,


I love MJ (teddy bear above).

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.