UPDATE on my life.
Doh.

Went out with my buddies and boyfriend recently.

Met up with Malcolm darling to STUDY.
E-Learning.
TSK.
Had grilled fish, blueberry fizz thingy, duck noodles, the best ice lemon tea ever, fried jambutak, fried sweet potato, fried tapioca, and durian ice cream for dinner.
Yes, sooo much! HAHHAA.
THE FOOD WAS DELICIOUS.
Great food, great company.
I enjoyed myself, alot(:

I love you.



Went out with Angela too!
To slack hahah!
Ate dinner and walked around Jurong area, talking about anything and everything.
It was nice(:
Went pioneer mall.
I had urge for various random things.
First it was pie, then didn't want it anymore.
Then water, then didn't want it anymore.
Then candy, then didn't want it anymore.
Then carbonated drink, then didn't want it anymore.
Then water again, then didn't want it anymore.
Then lastly, apples.
LOL YA RANDOM I KNOW.
But yeah, APPLES.
And I bought a bunch of em, wash one of em and ate it straight.
LOL
Thanks for bearing with me, Angela.
HAHA.
Went to her house, then went to mine.
Slacked at my place til tenplus, and she went home!
It was fun! :D

Next.
Went movies with Weeleng and Amanda.
GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIEND'S PAST.
It was overall, not bad.
Haha.
Quite funny at some parts.

There's a quote in the movie which is pretty meaningful to me.

"Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less."

How true.

Slacked, and bought friendship ankle bands!
Yay!
:D
Its super pretty!
Bought a cute lanyard for Malcolm as well.
YOU BETTER WEAR!!!!!!!!! XD

Met up with Dina darling!
Yes, finally.
Slacked, did abit of shopping.
And yes, I felt the difference as well.
Theres this barrier.
I'm pretty sure both of us didn't change.
I think it's the tension. Cos so long din meet already.
And I didn't talk much. Was feeling unwell.
SO yeah.
And YES, WE SHALL MEET UP MORE OFTEN.
I love you as well, bitch.







Lol.
Have been ages since we camwhored.


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I have been thinking alot the past few days.
& I've decided.
I can't write it here, too personal.
I will tell you face to face next time.
When I find the right time.

This relationship is all I've got now.
I gave up a whole lot for this.
And I'm not planning to lose it no matter what.
Hell no.
I want this to last, badly.

You heard that, Malcolm?
I want this to last.
I want US to last.
And I would do absolutely ANYTHING.

I had lost enough.
And losing you....
the fear and pain would be insurmountable.
I cannot, and would not, allow ANY possible things to happen which may affect us.
No way.

Yes, I'm hella protective.
I won't deny that.
But I've already lost enough.
Really.
If I'm going to lose you,
I won't know what to do anymore.













xoxo.

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.