Sorry for not updating peeps.
Busy these days.

Anyways, just a little sneak peek into my life.

Went swimming with Gigi and her cousins 2 weeks ago.

Her niece is SUPER adorable.
She was playing some pretend game in the children's pool with all her tiny teapots and cups.

So we had this conversation together.


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Niece: HELLO! What would you like to have? TEA? :D (HER FACE ACTUALY LOOK LIKE THIS EMOTICON)
Me: UHHHH I want coffee please! :)
Niece: *Pauses* TEA? :D
Me: (Felt she didn't hear my answer) I want coke! :)
Niece: *Pauses* TEA? :D
Me: Soda please. :)
Niece: *Pauses longer than usual* TEA? :D
Me: *Gave up* OKAY TEA PLEASE(:
Niece: OKAYYY!!!! :D *Starts pouring ''tea'' (which is swimming pool water) into the plastic cup and hands it to me gleefully.* HERE!!! GIVE YOU!! :D
Me: Thank you! *took cup and pretend to drink it but my mouth is closed, so yeah you know, like the water jus flows down my neck and into the pool* (duh, its swimming pool water.)

So anyway, I "drank" about half of the cup of "tea" and handed it back to her, saying its delicious.

She smiled even more, took the cup of remaining "tea", and gulp it down.
And first I thought she was playing pretend like me, and she wouldnt really swallow the "tea".
But when I realised nothing was flowing down her neck, I paused and stared.
When she was done, she showed me the cup, and to my horror, it was empty.

Niece: FINISHHHH!!!!! :D


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And yesterday, Malcolm and I was just browsing around some shops in Causeway point after school when some gummy candy caught his eye.
He told me he would love me ALOT ALOT ALOT if I buy that pack of gummies for him.
It MAY be just a casual statement, but I don't care.
My eyes were bloody fixed on that pack of gummies since he said that.
And without his knowing, I hurriedly and secretly went to buy it.

After we left the shop, I asked him if he can remember what he had said just now.
ANd he did.
And he told me it was just a casual statement.
I told him NO, and he better mean what he said.
He said he loves me for who I am, not cos of gummies, but since he said it, he'd love me 1% more just to make that initial casual statement true for me.
So yeah, I happily and proudly took out that pack of gummies and gave it to him, and he blushed into a sheer pink tone.
HEHEEE! :)


Okay lah, bye.

will update soon.

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.