Everything's fine now, so far.
Sigh.
I'll just close one eye for now.
My relationship and security is back on track,
and so is my misunderstanding with my best girlfriend(:
Im sorry, darl, if I hurt your feelings with my previous post.
Last but not leastttttttttttttttttt..


my darling made my BIGGEST wish on the list(A homemade picnic for two on the beach) come true!
OMFG RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW AWESOME IS HEEEEEEEEEE?!?!!??!!?
XD

I show you the pics okayyyyyyyyyy!


We even cooked and baked stuff for that day!!!
Just like what I wanted for my wishhhhhh!
Homemade picnic on the beach babeh!
*grins like craaazzzyyy* (:

Double choc cookies from me(:



HAPPY.
And high.
And oh my god.
For once,

I felt everything was PERFECT.
Oh babyyyy.
The way you make me feeeeel(:





After our picnic, we headed for the bridge to some tiny island!
And camwhored there! XD


Hearing the crashing of the waves.
And feeling the wind on our faces.
Wah shiokness.
:DDD


AND OH.
We saw this insect there
which totally looks like a two headed cockroach!
DAMN SICK.
Somemore you guys know I HATE cockroaches aahhh!
And this insect have like TWO HEADS.
And can walk in BOTH opposite directions!
WTFWTFWTF.
COCKROACH NIGHTMARE

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.