I'm sick.
Oh great.
I rarely fall sick.

My gastric took a turn for the worst, I started to lose my appetite and I don't feel like doing anything except to throw up.
Luckily my boyfriend was with me!
Haha.
Managed to find some gastric pills in Watsons and after eating em, I still dont feel any better!
:(
So I decided not to go to the BBQ session with dina and her PH peeps.
I felt awfulllllll.
Inside and outside.
D:

OH.
My boyfriend has been REALLY REALLY UBERRRR sweet nowadays and I'm totally lovin' it!
He bought me this hugeeee heartshaped lolipop yesterday for me and it looked so cute and pretty I can't bear to eat it!
I think I'll be keeping it like that. :)



AND.
ANDDDDDDD.
HE BOUGHT ME THIS SUPERRRR CHIO WATCH!


A very belated gift for our 6month anni.
:)
It was a little pricey, about 70bucks.
And he really wanted to buy a watch for himself but he used his Isetan vouchers on me instead!
So sweeet right!

Duh, of course must camwhore with it lah.
Look at my face! The first thing I came home I puked!
That explains my teary eyes and I was really having a hard time to smile despite how sucky I feel inside.

If you guys are wondering what did I get for him for our 6month anni,
I didnt really get him anything.
I helped him fix something.
Lol!
His specs are really pretty spoilt and I know if we dont fix it soon, everything's gonna be ruined sooner or later!
Like seriously omg.
So I lied to him, telling him I'm just gonna help him tighten the screws but I actually went to the Optician to get everything fixed till it looks almost brand new again!
Almost 90bucks lor! But omg the outcome turned out soooo good every cent was worth it!
I'm glad he loved it! :)

So anyway,
I was sick YESTERDAY,
and because I'm so bloody darn awesome,
I'm feeling pretty good today already.
Dont feel like staying up at home though.
I have a spa appointment later on at 5:45pm for full leg waxing (OUCH)
but I guess I'm gonna go out really soon jus to browse around the shops at Wisma.
MANGO AND F21, HERE. I. COMEEEE.
I HAVENT SPENT MY CHRISTMAS MONEY OKAY! OMGOMGOMG. XD

OKAY LAH FINE.
I spent a little part of my savings on THIS.


A pearl necklace from GoldHeart Jewelry!
SOO PRETTY RIGHT OMGG!
Its soooooo shiny! AND ROUND AND PEARLY OMG I LOVE IT!
HAHAHAHAH.
Soooo worth it.
I totally love pearls more than diamonds.
YEAH IM WEIRD.


Okaylah.
Gonna prepare already.
Bye.

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Ello, the name’s Sherena.
I’m Nineteen this year & am lovin’ it.
I’m a Cancerian.
Imma bookworm.
I close ranks in suspicion & coldness toward outsiders.
That doesn’t mean I’m unsociable, just that for me, there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary.
I’m appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite me.
I have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which I can still recall in detail for years afterwards.
I’m too easily influenced by those I love and admire, & can be swayed by the emotion of the moment.

I am never one to patiently pick up
already broken fragments & glue em back together again
& tell myself that everything would be as good as new.
What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it
as it was at it's very best than try to mend it
& see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Love is what all of us are born with.
Fear is what we learn throughout the years.
I believe that the spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear & prejudices
& the acceptance of pure love back in our hearts.
Love is truly the essential reality and our purpose in life.

And to be consciously aware of it,
to really take the risk,
give our all and experience love in ourselves & others,
is the real meaning of life.

Meaning does not lie in things.
Meaning lies in us.