HHAHA funny picture taken quite a while back!
Yesterday was really wonderful.
I spent the whole day with Malcolm!
Happy 11 months, darling.
:)
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I'm gonna rant.I hate people who thinks that
The older you are = the more experienced, knowledgeable and wise you are in LOVE.Bullshit.
I say its the experience throughout these years.
Not the age.
Age is but a number.
Whenever I talk about relationships to my older peers,
they always warn me about the future heartbreak of my relationship cos of AGE.
I mean, SERIOUSLY?
I dont bloody need their opinions on
MY relationship.
Its between
ME and
HIM.
Nobody else.
The rest of you are just annoying busybodies poking your nose into my business.
Sure, you can give opinions.
You can go,
"Nahhhh this relationship isnt gonna last cos its puppy love blahblahblah"I dont care.
Say what you want.
But please do note that I would
NOT take
ANY of your advice into consideration,
nor will it alter or waver my decision and feelings for MY relationship.
Dont try to make me feel enervated by your words.
Know your place.
And how much your advice is worth.
For those who doubt me because I seem crazy over the guys I date all the time,
do note the difference between infatuation and love.
I've been infatuated with people before because hes mighty fine,
or iono, just really attractive somehow.
And Im telling you, its different from love.
When Im infatuated with someone,
I feel hes perfect.
No matter what anyone say.
I would try to ignore his flaws (because it would tarnish my PERFECT impression of him)
and just focus really hard on his positive side.
I didnt accept him fully because I CANNOT accept his flaws because most of his flaws are my pet peeves.
Yeah, I was a selfish person.
With Malcolm,
I felt like I've grown much more mature and understanding
than my previous infatuated dates.
Oh noooo, he isnt flawless.
I know his flaws.
Lots of them, actually.
And really, some of em are my major pet peeves.
E.G. I hate people burping out loud infront of me.ESPECIALLY while eating.I find that horribly rude and disgusting.Malcolm does it.
I mean, maybe its because hes a guy.
LOL.
But yeah.
I cant deny, it makes me lose my appetite a little.
But I know I've got to accept his habits.
And now I do.
I am still, disgusted whenever he does that, but
I really dont mind.
I'll just brush it aside.
Of course, there are other flaws of his character,
but I dont think this is the right place to kinda say it all out to you guys.
Because its really between both of us.
We accepted each other's flaws,
because we know that our flaws also make us who we are.
Without his flaws,
he would not be the Malcolm whom I fell deeply in love with.
This relationship brings out the best in me,
and it REALLY makes life much more better.
We're going really strong,
and I'm very proud of that.
So back to the beginning.
If you are skeptical of our relatioship,
then so be it.
Just watch and we'll see who gets the last laugh in the end.
If youre not,
good for you.
We wont let you down.
When I get married though,
I would definitely have a special table for those who doubted my relationship,
and laugh straight at their faces after my wedding vows and everything.
IN YOUR FACE, LOSER.I dont mind bearing ANY consequences of my relationship,
as long as I know all my decisions are made SOLELY based on me,and not from any other influence from outsiders.Yeah, you heard me.
I hope I get the message out to anyone who doubts my relationship
because of any stupid reasons like,
infatuation and love,
age,
whatever reason.
Know your limits.
Its my life youre talking about,
so please be aware that any words you say
means nothing to me.
Especially negative ones.
Dont start lecturing or doubting other people
when you yourself have absolutely nothing you are proud about.
Maybe I would hear you out,
if your relationship is 20yrs and still going strong.
(P.S. But dont start lecturing or doubting me because of age though. read above if you retards still dont understand)If not,
shut the fuck up.Thanks.
If you find my post abstruse, then just read the last paragraph.
Or brush up on your IQ or English.
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Good, Im feeling all better now.
Going to the museum with Malcolm today to see the exhibition
of the Quest Of Immortality!
SO EXCITED YAY.
:)
Okay will update later on!
xoxo
Ello, the name’s Sherena.
A homemade candlelight dinner/picnic for two on the beach!
Cuddling at home and watching a rented dvd together and eating popcorn
