
A very very recent photoshoot of me, taken 2 weeks ago?
Haha I always post photos which are like from last yr (black hair),
so I decided to post a picture of the current me instead today.
Anyway,
I'm finally home for today
till I go out again later on with my bff for some SHOPPING!
I miss her terribly. :(
I wanted to
REALLY take a good rest today,
but I decided,
No.I should update this blog of mine whenever I can.
Only for one reason.
For memories.
Memories which MAY be erased from my mind in several years to come.
Time is passing MUCH faster than you think, honestly!
And in the future, I would be going through my archives
on how my life was (in detail) in 2010.
:)
I have been doing quite a few photoshoots recently,
studio shoots and outdoor shoots (organized by Mike)

and wedding shoots by TNP and Mike!

Preview.
LOL.
Hhmm,
talking about modeling..
I have a confession to make.
Typical models in Singapore have usually stickthin figures.
Like REALLY skinny.
I know I'm not.
I KNOW THAT, thank you very much.
I have been dealing with my body since I was effing fat till now,
and I believe I know my body much more than any of you.
Yes, I'm not as skinny or slim as you.
My bones are
bigger.
My body structure is
bigger (and in this case, my height of 173cm really just makes the different even more obvious).
I'm more to an hourglass figure.
That does NOT mean I cannot do as well as those skinny girls, okay?
Fuck.
I'm not saying any names,
but recently someone told me I'm "dead meat"
because my 'partner' model who is going to model
for the same bridal boutique with me on the runway
is gorgeous and
soooo skinny.
Then she added,
that I better be prepared and start exercising cos Im in great shit.
HUH?
Waaaiiiittt..
Whaaaaaaaat?Why am I suddenly being compared to this skinny model?
In fact, why the fck am I being compared to other skinny models?!
I'm different from them.
My whole body structure is different from them.
WE HAVE DIFFERENT FIGURES! GET OVER IT ALREADY!
I would
NEVER have their petite skinny size.
DEAL WITH IT.
What you see is what you get.
I have to admit though, that after she said that,
I fell into a
paroxysm of tears and was feeling horrible about myself.
Definitely not the kind of comments
I'm hoping to hear one week before my runway.
Sigh.
I dont think anybody can understand
the frustration and helplessness in me so its okay.
-.-
Just stop comparing, people.
We are DIFFERENT.
We deliver DIFFERENT things.
End of story.
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Next up,
my 1st year anniversary with Malcolm! :)


We had Indian buffet in Clarke Quay!

Food was not bad, the mutton is REALLY REALLY good.
The rest are oooookay.

YUMMEH!!

Yeah. I write pretty hard. :P

His roses for me!
SO PRETTY RIGHT!
I LOVE ROSES!
Especially red ones. :P
I love pink roses too!
AND WHITE!!
I also bought a gingerbread couple for us.


This is what I would do to Malcolm if he cheats on me.
OFF WITH HIS ARMS!!
And his....
HAHAHA.

Heartsyyy!

ii llurbbe euu w0rhhxzxxzx !
LOL

LOOK!
HEART ON MY TONGUE!
LITERALLY!

My adorable baby :)

Came here to watch the river and spend some time alone.
Time well spent, I must say :)

Love my bag and my dress on that day. :)
Took the boatride at night.
Replaying our very first date. :)
Kissing him next to the moonlit water,
I reach out a hand and stroke his face
and watch him break into a smile.
I still can’t believe it.
Still can’t believe he is here,
right beside me.
Still can’t believe he is my boyfriend.
I love you.
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Was my brah's birthday a couple of weeks ago!
Met up with Michelle, his girlfriend to decorate him a cake!

HAHAHAHAHAH JAMES!
LOOK LIKE YOU RIGHT?!?!?!
We had a blast at his party that night.
Spent like two hours in decorating this cake and on the night itself,
after he blew the candles,
I smashed it right onto his face.
It was the plan okay! HAHA dont say I'm mean!
There was a whipped cream fight before that,
and right after that was a cake fight!
It was awesome,
but not a very awesome feeling when
theres tons of cream and cake
on your wet rough hair (chlorine from swimming pool).
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Went out with them again to watch IRONMAN 2!
AWESOME SHOW!
At great world city.
We bought this awesome Iron Man helmet and wore it all the way,
in Orchard road, Paragon, Cineleisure, and Great World City.
If you saw someone wearing an Iron Man helmet at Orchard yesterday,
uhm yes its us.
LOLLLLLL.

Me with the awesome helmet entertaining this little boy.
Adorable kid.
We brought it to the movies as well.
HAHA hardcore Iron Man fan?
Theres a few moments in the movie and everyone is silent and tensed,
and we would press the button and the helmet would go,
"I AM IRON MAN....(yadayadayada I cant remember)"
LOL.
Fcking funny.
Its awesome to see that Singaporeans arent really
THAT antisocial anymore.
Youths are changing.
Got some hella funny reactions while wearing that helmet.
Imma go out with Dina darling soon to Pasir Ris
for some shopping spree at Studio Frost!
So cya guys soon!
xoxo